6 weeks into OCS since i last blogged.. haha army really changes one person.. ever since i joined army.. i stopped drinking without control.. or rather i hate to drink and put my trainings into waste.. and now i smoke like one pack per week and i hate loud musics now kinda contradicts the DJ life of mine when i was a civillian.. haha think i might be quiting all the stuff tat i had liked in the past for good except photography skills which i tink will come in handy when i m going onboard ship..Well back to my current life where it is tuff being a cadet as much is expected from us by the instructors there.. Ever since i left Tango Wing for Mids Wing I felt that perhaps i havent learnt enough from the Infantry ppl.. The way they lead by example and the way they did their best to leave no man behind.. Well its the bond and the hardship that kinda let me knew that i will not be alone as my brothers in the infantry arms will not leave me behind whenever we went out for excercise.. We would always watch each others back.. Currently in MIDS Wing which is of a different culture whereby the activities there is kinda more taxing on ur mind than physically.. During my first day of conversion from an infantry cadet to a midshipman i felt lost as the way things worked there is very different. In fact officers there are to pinpoint ur mistake and issue you punishments rather than correcting you. Well at first i couldnt get use to it as i was brought up in my NS life to lead by example but now i kinda understand why.. As in Navy everyone got their own role to play and they are expected to excel in their independent role and once you are onboard a ship u have zero room for error. Such is the stringence of being a Navy personnel.. haha now tat i have some khakis in MIDS tough times are easier to pass.. Thank god for this.. anyway 32 more weeks to go before i make the officer's creed rightfully mine and i hope i can do something to change somethings which i dun like about what i see..
