This week is my final week for the developement phase of my project woohoo after that I will be doing documentation. Yea from the way it looks I ll be free from my FYP lab soon! Once everything come to an end it ll be time for me to look for a job as I ll be supporting myself at that instance. well watever its not like I had nver worked before so it ll be alrite I supposed. After all i m already 20, time to be independent.. Ok tats all for today.
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Finally after toiling for several months, my project is almost done. Now i finally know why the pros called their projects as their baby.. yea though its nothing impressive but this damn piece of unimpressive shit came out from the mixture of my brain juice, sweat and sleepless nights.. Haha alrite i m closer to the finishing line already. Thank god for all the believes u gave me.. well perhaps praying is a way to relieve when u r at ur wits end haha for this i praise god.. xie xie ti gong.. managed to meet a very kind lecturer who never complained about helping people.. to be honest there is alot of ppl who needed his help and he is so kind tat he did not decline any of his students request.. model educator.. i give him my full respect. as u c its hard for teachers to earn my respect.. therefore it goes to show how good this lecturer is. ok now for wat happened recently since i din update for sometime, this week was quite a nice week i supposed? cos nothing much happened everyday school, home, school and home.. alrite having some boredom after having much fun is fair right? haha watever la fucked up.. nothing to write la

Had just attended my classmates' graduation today, haiz during the occasion my mood suddenly came to a downcast. Viewing the video at the start had brought me back to the time when i juz stepped into poly, filled with adrenaline, I wanted to graduate after 3 years with merit. Therefore I was always early for class and always hand in my jobs done to the highest standard.. However my enthusiasm dun seems to last long, after the first sem my grades started to hit rock bottom but still i managed to pass.. It was during the 2nd year where i saw the flaws of tertiary system and started skipping classes just to have fun outside, soon my attendance followed my results to rock bottom but still i managed to scrap pass the first sem of 2nd year.. It was in the following sem which took my education life to a downturn. I failed 2 modules.. Thinking that i could easily overload them in the next few sems, I did not even bat an eyelid. Subsequently, i was debarred from my 3rd module due to poor attendance and was deprived the chance of taking my FYP with my peers.. Knowing that staying back for at least half a sem was inevitable, I struggled to put my poly life back on path just with the mere hope of leaving sch within 3 and a half years.. Yea i did it.. i passed all my modules during the last sem which left me onli 2 modules and a FYP. I was overwhelmed by the fact that i just have to stay back for half a year more when i saw that i was enrolled into 2 modules and the FYP, however my overwhelmness was short lived.. My mentor informed me that i will be having a full 4th year as the course team dun allow me to overload.. Haiz almost broke into tears at that time but i know tat its redundant to do so therefore i held it back.. then today during th graduation i saw all of my fellowmates getting their rightfully deserved diploma over the hands of our director, i cant help but to feel envious and hateful of my acts in the past which left me as what i am now.. Feeling emotional at that point and kinda feel ashame of myself as ppl are aiming for new heights while i will be satisfied by an easily obtained borderline pass. which i din managed to get anyway... Anyway i wished all of my graduated frens the best they can get.. Thank them for their continuous help for me whenever i needed assistance.. Thanks guys.. all the best

Here comes monday blue.. dammit.. enjoyment is like setting time on nitro while torture on the other hand seems to be the brake... I m going back to campus tomorrow and i dun quite like it.. Gotta squeeze out my barely refilled brain juice out again. Yea thats how crappy life can get haha sad to say one's power is hardly sufficient to deal with so many major things.. well mayb not all but i m one of those low powered ones around. Just browsed thru chunwai's blog and saw a quote which kinda make sense, it says "tough time don't last, tough guys do". Make sense right? haha kinda impressed while at the same time inspired by these chunk of words.. Getting to believe the myth that Army is a phase tat truely converts a guy into a man. frens whom i knew changes tremendously just within a matter of weeks and of cos the change is for the better haha.. Much maturity is noticed haha well mayb i really needed to army to change me too lol.. I wanna be more than a man!! i wanna be an old man.. haha dammit FYP is making me crap through my mouth again..
Alrite thats all for today.. all the best to the guys in BMT right now and all the best for me to catch my sleep now

yea its saturday... finally my guys are out today haha its time to paint the town red tonite.. but first a sorry to ah ben for oversleeping haha to prove my sincerity i gonna announce here to everyone tat i m a pig yea haha seriously sia felt quite bad cos i know its my fault but luckily he fren enough to let me off haha anyway thanks alot guys for tolerating my constant pigness haha i guess only the army can kill the pig within me lol

been stressing over my FYP haiz the dateline from now is around 2 weeks.. Wat can i do other than to continue with it haiz. Studying is really a hassle especially when u dun like the subject.. Well watever, weekend is coming soon and my buddies will be coming out haha finally able to let my hair down for a day or two.. 2 weeks juz 2 weeks and i ll be able to lead back my usual life.. haha juz received to much delayed medical check up letter today,guess wat is my user ID? haha its stylo!! haha pengz i was joking to my sis that SAF ppl noe i stylo so my ID is stylo haha pengz sia wat an ID... Anyway the letter states there that i am suppose to book a date for my check up if not they(SAF) will assign me with a date and time.. kinda lazy to log in though but to ensure that i will not be needed to wake up so early for the check up, i better do book my appointment. even before the check up i tink i ll be given PES C. Y i think this way? People who noe me should be aware of my dislocated right arm.. its not an excuse even though i wish and look forward to a slack army life as i m not going to sign on so wat for bring load to my 2yr holiday? haha well people may think otherwise but after 18 solid years of studenthood, i gonna take this 2yr as a break for my fatigue striken mind.. Unless something crop up along the way, its going to be HI army and BYE army for me...

Back to sch life which most of u guys is missing out and i have abundant of right now, met a super nice lecturer today when i was stuck with my FYP, although he didnt teach me before he is ready to give his all to help me when i approached him today.. really gotta hand it to him for solving my problems in the matter of seconds.. dammit tats y i often say tat in IT its either you are born with it or u shall be haunt by it.. needless to say i m the haunted one... Therefore i know very well if i m going into the IT line next time, I ll be seeing my deadend very soon haha.. Tats the main reason behind my comtemplation to signing on to the Police Force.. although the hope seems to be fading away after Jinsheng is rejected haha.. die la tot of being a teacher before but i guessed i ll be beating up my students if they incurred my wrath and i tink i wouldnt make it to NIE anyway so tat smashes one of my dreams.. Anyway haiz lets take a step at a time.. signing off here for my chess game with zhou gong..

The official website of our production is out..though still under construction haha.. hosted it at www.geocities.com/LingYingDaoTheMovie.. haha free hosting bo bian budget!!